I don’t wanna be here right now
Yeah, they said th thought to get better with time
Said that I would try to change in a minute
But I got this cloud that follows me
I can feel it waiting for me Creeping overhead, looking out, but I don’t wanna wake you
I know I should probably take one, but I take two
I’ve been on the verge of a break or a breakthrough
I don’t hear a thing lately I can relate to
And it makes you sick when you hear it
There’s something in my spirit, broken
I don’t wanna talk about it, too embarrassed
It’s been a couple years that I’ve been dealing with the same
Drama makes for music and addiction with the shame