i don't wanna think about it

i don't wanna say too much

i wish i could tell you honest

i just can't explain this

you're my cinderella princess through my nightmares

hoping when the clock

strikes i wake with you right there

turn to something so recurring no more

seems it's not fair thinking way too hopeful

feel i'm going nowhere

what you talking bout i was only staring at the wall

only thinking how ima start my engine from a stall

it's been two years since i last felt

i could rise above the fall

smoking daily like i suffer from withdrawals

kick it i got a habit i just gotta go i see in you

but i'm skipping all my chances

like i caught her with the flu

and i know i'm f**g stupid

you don't have to call me dumb

just the thought of how i'd f**k up with you

seems to make me numb

all that i imagined

made my world feel plastic

throw out all that i knew

what do you want me to do

desk in on my mattress

meet my day on average

nothing seems to be new